Saturday, May 10, 2003

 
TAKEN / BENDING
(cant decide)

How can this be?
This isn’t supposed to happen to me.
What’s going on?
I don’t know why I’m writing this song.

This isn’t right.
Why do I think of you every night?
We are just friends
But my heart is making a bend.

What is feeling inside...
Why can’t I make it hide?
I wish I
Could teach my heart to lie.

I don’t know what to say
Why am I feeling this way
Please help me out
At least help me shut my mouth

Cuz I know this isn’t right
But I still think of you every night
We are just friends
But my heart is making a bend.

What is feeling inside...
Why can’t I make it hide?
I wish I
Could teach my heart to lie.

You are taken
My heart is mistaken
When I’m with you I’m shaking
And I know I’m making
A fool of myself…

So why am I trying
I’m not lying
When I’m with you I’m flying
Without you, I’m dying
How come?

What is feeling inside?
Why can’t I make it hide?
this isnt right,
but the thought of you and I...

What is this feeling inside?
Why can't I make it hide?
I wish I
could teach my heart to lie.

Cuz i know this isnt right
but i still think of you every night
and we are just friends
but my heart is makin a bend

What is this bending inside...
Why can't I make it hide?
Cuz i know were just friends
but the thought of you and I
never ends....
never ends...
never ends..........

by leah koestner

leah created @ 4:16 PM:
 
joel-

i didn't even know you
but i still miss seeing your face
i've never even talked to you before
but im not sure
why it had to happen to you, to you

no there was no reason
no he had no reason
you didnt deserve this

why'd he have to do that
i don't understand
i wish you could come back
and change what happened that night, that night

no one could explain
and no one should go through this pain
you were so innocent

and the sky was gray today
but i could still feel your presence
the cold wind hit my face
like a touch of innocence

thank god my mom said i couldn't go
thank god the other lives were saved oh
oh god i wish that i had known, joel

i missed out

i didnt even know him
but i still miss seein his face
i've never even talked to him before
but i am sure
hes in a much better place, better place

(oh)
he touched so many lives
i wish i, knew how

i missed out, i missed out, i missed out.

all written by leah koestner

leah created @ 11:31 AM:

WHO AM I?
 i am a poster girl with no poster i am thirty-two flavors and then some and i'm beyond your peripheral vision so you might want to turn your head cause someday you're going to get hungry and eat most of the words you just said. ~Ani Difranco I am a race horse with no racetracks ~sylvia plath

Besides that, I am a regular girl who likes to write music. I know I am not AWESOME, however, i enjoy writing and hearing other's advice and comments. My ambition is to become a singer. By picking up a guitar and writing songs (or trying to),I am expanding my musical talent and making everything more fun. I love it.

CURRENTLY
 Hearing: loud silence
Thinking: too much.
Wanting: so much.
PLUG: michelle branch

PLAYLIST
Almost
Another Mistaken Ending
Charm
Denial
Down
For Now
Ghosts
I already know
I'm not a Dream
Joel
Last Place
Return to Sender(Daniel's)
Shattered
Taken/Bending
Taken Part 2
Taking a bath
Tired
To Someone
What Happened?
Winning
Words unspoken
Wrong Decisions
You

THANKS
design
felicia