Tuesday, June 10, 2003

 
Almost

why do i do this to myself constantly
why do i put this cloud over me
why do i long for your touch
when i know it's wrong ever so much
when will this feeling go away
or is it here to stay?

Its like almost getting kissed,
almost falling in love
almost...
how can you miss something that was never there,
feel something when you know,
he doesnt care...

why do i put myself in this position
every time a new sort of rendition
but i know its the same old thing
hes just another to hurt me,
or do i hurt myself?

and its like almost getting kissed
almost falling in love
almost...
how can you miss something that was never there
feel something when you know
he doesnt care...

hes just another to hurt me
or do i hurt myself?

I hate almost getting kissed
almost falling in love
almost...
why do i miss something that was never there
feel something when i know
he doesnt care

oh, i hate, almost
i have no reason to boast
becuase no one wants to hear, almost...

why should i care
when i know
he wont be there
its just almost...


Sunday, June 08, 2003

 
Wrong decisions
girl, this is for you

So you kissed her
What happened, we were so in love
That’s okay, I forgive you,
Can we still be happy

I need you, I know you need me too
She wont be there for you

But you still chose her
You chose her
I can tell you now that was
The wrong choice
Something must have been blocking your vision
Cuz I know you made the wrong decision

Don’t you come crawlin back to me
I will slam the door
Don’t wanna be your back up
Im not that girl anymore

But I still love you and I hate you to
Why do we do the things we do

How could you choose her
You chose her
I can tell you now that was
The wrong choice
Something must’ve been blockin your vision
Cuz I know it was the wrong decision

I told you she had all I wanted
Now its more true cuz she has you
It hurts so bad, it hurts so bad

I told you I wouldn’t be your back up
But take a look at that you did come crawlin back
And I let you in, with open arms

It probably was a bad decision but who knows
If it was a wrong decision, who knows
If it’ll be a happy ending,
Who knows, who knows,
Wrong decisions are made,
Everyday, everyday...

WHO AM I?
i am a poster girl with no poster i am thirty-two flavors and then some and i'm beyond your peripheral vision so you might want to turn your head cause someday you're going to get hungry and eat most of the words you just said. ~Ani Difranco I am a race horse with no racetracks ~sylvia plath

Besides that, I am a regular girl who likes to write music. I know I am not AWESOME, however, i enjoy writing and hearing other's advice and comments. My ambition is to become a singer. By picking up a guitar and writing songs (or trying to),I am expanding my musical talent and making everything more fun. I love it.

CURRENTLY
Hearing: loud silence
Thinking: too much.
Wanting: so much.
PLUG: michelle branch

PLAYLIST
Almost
Another Mistaken Ending
Charm
Denial
Down
For Now
Ghosts
I already know
I'm not a Dream
Joel
Last Place
Return to Sender(Daniel's)
Shattered
Taken/Bending
Taken Part 2
Taking a bath
Tired
To Someone
What Happened?
Winning
Words unspoken
Wrong Decisions
You

THANKS
design
felicia