Tuesday, November 11, 2003

 
For Now
(more of a poem than a song)

paper thin
are the soul and skin
the lifeless fingers
wont respond to my grip
but the nails are prettier than my own.
and the two drops form one tear
as the cheeks touch.
the cheeks, soft and beautiful,
and rosy like the nails.
if you hear me

goodnight for now
goodbye for now
angels will guide your way
goodnight for now
goodbye for now
in my heart youll always stay

change, pain
its all the same
i can feel my heart beat in my stomach
i can feel it, sinking.
listening to explanation after another
listening to the breathing
the only proof of life
tubes, nicknames, and memories fill the room
i love you and if you hear me

goodnight for now
goodbye for now
angels will guide your way
goodnight for now
goodbye for now
in my heart youll always stay

everything will be okay somehow
you can let go of the thread that holds you
goodnight and goodbye for now

ps if youre going to comment, please don't criticize this, it's just a personal one
leah created @ 5:42 PM:

WHO AM I?
 i am a poster girl with no poster i am thirty-two flavors and then some and i'm beyond your peripheral vision so you might want to turn your head cause someday you're going to get hungry and eat most of the words you just said. ~Ani Difranco I am a race horse with no racetracks ~sylvia plath

Besides that, I am a regular girl who likes to write music. I know I am not AWESOME, however, i enjoy writing and hearing other's advice and comments. My ambition is to become a singer. By picking up a guitar and writing songs (or trying to),I am expanding my musical talent and making everything more fun. I love it.

CURRENTLY
 Hearing: loud silence
Thinking: too much.
Wanting: so much.
PLUG: michelle branch

PLAYLIST
Almost
Another Mistaken Ending
Charm
Denial
Down
For Now
Ghosts
I already know
I'm not a Dream
Joel
Last Place
Return to Sender(Daniel's)
Shattered
Taken/Bending
Taken Part 2
Taking a bath
Tired
To Someone
What Happened?
Winning
Words unspoken
Wrong Decisions
You

THANKS
design
felicia